07 May 2024

The rooms of my soul

You knocked on my door,

I opened and  let you in.

I opened my soul for you.......

and room by room I showed you alone.

You saw the room with my dreams

and the chamber of love

then I took you scared

to the room of my loneliness

slowly, with quiet steps

I showed you the room of fear

and the section of insult there

and the shelf of hate you saw..

the room with desperation....

on that of the pain you ran alone.

Then I took you in the hall of errors

with the shelf of hope it self.

I showed you the room of secrets,

but you didn’t want to go there...

You stayed in the corridor to wander

where to go and what to see....

I secretly huddled in the dark room 

with the prayers alone and I prayed ..

not to accommodate your self

in all the rooms of my soul.

And you did so.....from pain in fear

from love into hate…

from promises to loneliness

Then furnished my soul with false dreams

and upholstered it with pain and sadness

flavored them with abusive words .......

for eternal love and fairy tales..... !